How long has it been? I don't really know. Years, I suppose. So many things have changed since then. For one, I'm in College now. Gone are the days wherein I receive a less than impressive mark from a test and not have to worry. I'm also seventeen now. My taste in music definitely got better though and I've gotten more confident with how I look.
And, actually, though I stopped updating here, I continued blogging. On tumblr. And I've been quite satisfied and surprised by the number of followers I gained. Haha. Still surprises me to this day. Why I came back, you ask? I guess you can say I needed a less scrutinizing space. I needed somewhere to vent, preferably somewhere only a few know. I have a private blog, but I plan on updating here as often as I feel the need to do so. And I really didn't want to go through the trouble of creating a wordpress account, and so here I am. :3
Don't get me wrong, I like it there. I like being heard, the people I get to relate to and stuff but it just gets so suffocating
at times. It can get really negative, and I don't want any of that. As if I don't have enough crap to deal with. And I miss typing actual words and not abbreviations. It's convenient, but I feel like it will stick to me if I do it excessively.
Heh. I was unsure of whether I wanted to make this blog active again, actually. I mean, this was a separate section of my life. Back when I was less mature, and it makes my cheeks heat up whenever I try to read my past posts. I didn't know whether I wanted to 'document' my early high school life + early college life together. But earlier something happened and I was just overflowing with so much irk that I just had to vent somewhere other than tumblr.
So yeah. Expect to hear from me more often. :3